The chaos of repentance.

One of the biggest challenges we face when it comes to repentance is that 'turning from' part. It's not just a simple pivot—it often feels like trying to turn a huge trailer around in the middle of a busy highway. There’s chaos everywhere: the noise, the confusion, the fear of messing up, and that overwhelming feeling of being out of place. 


But that's okay. That's part of the journey. Turning to faith isn't easy, and the process of turning toward God—especially when there are personal desires and struggles pulling us in another direction—can feel chaotic and even impossible at times.


The good news is, God understands the mess. He’s not looking for perfection right now—He’s just asking for your heart and your willingness to keep showing up, even when it feels like everything is pulling you away. He knows the struggle, and He’s ready to walk with you through it.



So, brace yourself, but know you’re not bracing alone. This journey of faith is a journey of challenging self from start to finish, but it's one step at a time, and each step forward, no matter how small, is a victory.

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