When Numbers don't add up.
A seeker’s journey through numbers. Lately, I have found myself reading Scripture less like a student looking for answers and more like a seeker being searched. The more I read, the more I realize—this Book is not just me studying God; it is God revealing me to myself. I began with confidence. I thought I understood what it meant to be a child of God. But then I encountered a truth that unsettled me: “As He is, so are we in this world.” (1 John 4:17) If that is true, then why don’t we live like it? Why do we still struggle, fear, doubt, and shrink back? Have we misunderstood who we are… or have we simply not believed it? On Being Led... In the wilderness, they were led by a cloud. Today, we are told we are led by the Spirit. But I find myself asking: Am I truly led… or do I just say I am? “They camped or traveled at the Lord’s command.” (Numbers 9:23) They moved when He moved. They stopped when He stopped. They didn’t negotiate. But me? Sometimes I obey quickly. Other times, I obey slo...